Countdown
Less than three weeks now. Everything is in order. I ordered my mickey mouse boots a couple days ago. Those should come in soon.
I don’t want to leave. I have a good life here. I have good family. I have good friends. And yet, I think that is exactly the reason I should leave. I need to get completely away from everything in order to kick start a chain reaction (tp ref) in my life. More than a chain reaction, an explosion. I am so comfortable in my current condition that I lack the motivation to reach beyond the status quo.
When I first heard about the Explore program at Prairie, I was instantly attracted to it because of all the cool activities involved. That was the sole reason I wanted to go. However, as time went on I realized how shallow that was. The reason I wanted to go to Prairie changed to getting an opportunity to grow in my relationship with Jesus. To get challenged spiritually, to get out of this rut I am in.
That is the reason now I am excited to go to Canada.
